Thursday, November 05, 2009
no matter what @ 00:15
I do fucking hate how you claim yourself as a young 20 y/o adult while you DID commute against our parents and me.
Just because we seriously dislike that uncivilized whore, just because we truly detest her immoral and disgrace plan and strongly rejected it, do you think it is right to oppose your family?
You call yourself mature and I'm childish while you locked yourself on your room and freaking punched and crashed your head off a wall anytime you got your wrath--is that what you call as maturity, HUH? NO self-control?
It's gotten to be real annoying twice I had this 'maturity-case', and enough. It fucking pissed me off.
Where has my unending-sanctuary been going? When has my awesomely great protector been disappearing? How far has that definition of maturity been shifting away, can you just tell me? How far would you let that fury take charge and vanish the very true you? I did neither utterly state nor fretfully talk that I'm more tactful than you, but please. I want you to stay unchanged. I want my brother whom I used to sleep with whenever I'm scared with that 'something under the bed'. My brother who used to cheer me up whenever somebody broke my heart. My brother who had been being the very first best friend I've ever had..
Or I'll lose every single respect and love I have towards you.
I want you to stay like what you really were.
And act wiser.
Labels: Spam
Thursday, November 05, 2009
no matter what @ 00:15
I do fucking hate how you claim yourself as a young 20 y/o adult while you DID commute against our parents and me.
Just because we seriously dislike that uncivilized whore, just because we truly detest her immoral and disgrace plan and strongly rejected it, do you think it is right to oppose your family?
You call yourself mature and I'm childish while you locked yourself on your room and freaking punched and crashed your head off a wall anytime you got your wrath--is that what you call as maturity, HUH? NO self-control?
It's gotten to be real annoying twice I had this 'maturity-case', and enough. It fucking pissed me off.
Where has my unending-sanctuary been going? When has my awesomely great protector been disappearing? How far has that definition of maturity been shifting away, can you just tell me? How far would you let that fury take charge and vanish the very true you? I did neither utterly state nor fretfully talk that I'm more tactful than you, but please. I want you to stay unchanged. I want my brother whom I used to sleep with whenever I'm scared with that 'something under the bed'. My brother who used to cheer me up whenever somebody broke my heart. My brother who had been being the very first best friend I've ever had..
Or I'll lose every single respect and love I have towards you.
I want you to stay like what you really were.
And act wiser.
Labels: Spam
i my me mine.
you think you know me yeah?
April 5th, 1992. ISTP. Engineering student, batch 2009.
Likes sweets, cats, good readings, interesting people, prominent basslines, Christopher Nolan, Martin Scorsese and Stanley Kubrick's movies. DC-type individual. Constantly rants, sulks and rambles about random things. A fan of Urasawa Naoki. Easily gets bored. A weirdo. Longs to reside in either Canada or Australia. Has an indescribable fondness towards... Byung-hee, Mon Jae Shin, do they hit the hint I'm referring to? I mean,
similarities between those two?
And music. I don't even know where to start. I don't want to be one of those bellends who's all like, "MAN MUSIC IS WHAT I LIVE FOR I'M GONNA DIE WITHOUT IT", but I come close. Suffice to say that music plays a large part in my life. My last.fm library pretty much caters my current listening habit (and, if any, rotation) - I'm basically a shameless sucker for instrumental, post/prog-rock, folk, ambient, experimental and avant-garde; anything that intrigues my musical deity.
Lastly, to name a trait, paradoxical describes me best.