Thursday, December 31, 2009
Minutes to Midnite. @ 21:48
It's just several minutes left, and eventually I'll be going to 2010, crossing 2009.
In the past, I've had a loads drama, funny things, exciting, saddening, boring, annoying, and even shameful moments.
In 2009, I fell in love for real with Visual Kei. I knew the music since 2005 or such, but this was the very first time I really sank to it.
In 2009, I made a debut by writing a series of a critically-acclaimed fanfiction and some other beautiful storylined oneshots.
In 2009, I joined Forum Lautan Indonesia, J-loverz, kaskus, TW, crunchyroll, ameblo, batsu, and FiClub and figured out that foruming is really fun.
In 2009, I made a lot of friends from a lot of bases with different character and interests.
In 2009, I turned out 17 and have proved myself that 17 ain't so sweet.
In 2009, I graduated from High School with an unexpected grades without even studying at all. Friends at FI should've known that I stayed OL there the whole time.
In 2009, I have a very last vacation for 3 days with my classmates at a villa. On a midnight friends-comment games, I remember that Saicchi sheepishly described me as a "smart, ambitious and japanese [freak].", followed by all the classmates deriding at us.
In 2009, I have my inaugural TOEFL test.
In 2009, I wore kebaya and high heels and used a matte make-up for my HS farewell event; and not to dismiss that my friends got stunned over the wholly 'new' me.
In 2009, I left my STK at Sabuga, almost lost it; finding my name announced through the megaphone and I was indeed freaking embarassed when all of those eyes were staring at me while I got my STK back from an examining boardman at SNMPTN registration.
In 2009, I got Aoicchi, my blue handphone, robbed at Gramedia Merdeka.
In 2009, I confessed my feelings to Saicchi.
In 2009, I passed SNMPTN and SMBB; accepted both at UNPAD and IT Telkom.
In 2009, I have a heck rough family feud which almost made my parents divorced and MOST crucially caused my lecture postponement. And yeah, I was so damn stressed about it T______T.
In 2009, I moved to a new house, new neighbourhood, new environment, hoping for a new better life.
In 2009, Mum and Dad were irritatingly reconciled. Surely I and my brother would never give him any excuses, no contest for it.
In 2009, I fell in love even more with indie music and decided that DELUHI and -OZ- are my most favorite.
In 2009, I got a part-time work and achieved my own salary.
In 2009, I realized that those obstacles which popped up and obstructed my path transformed me into a tough and persistent young lady as I wanted to be.
And so on. And so forth.
2009 was.... Eventful.
I neither can say that it was pleasing nor satisfying since I often went into a myriad of misery and lonely and depression, but then it goes, fading; leaving me living in the present. Staying unchanged, strongly moving forward through seconds into an uncertain future; still trying not to forget these memories I had.
As for 2010.. I'm wishing it to be a much better and better and be a luminous year; where happiness, joys, longings-fulfilling and bright days would linger and happen throughout the blossoming days, weeks and months. Though NO, I'm not going to make any resolutions nor target since I don't want to push myself too hard just to fulfill the aims I've planned or else I'll be freaking dissapointed.
Oh, right; we're having a garden party, bonfire, steaks, ribs and fireworks tonight.
Labels: New Year, Spam
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Minutes to Midnite. @ 21:48
It's just several minutes left, and eventually I'll be going to 2010, crossing 2009.
In the past, I've had a loads drama, funny things, exciting, saddening, boring, annoying, and even shameful moments.
In 2009, I fell in love for real with Visual Kei. I knew the music since 2005 or such, but this was the very first time I really sank to it.
In 2009, I made a debut by writing a series of a critically-acclaimed fanfiction and some other beautiful storylined oneshots.
In 2009, I joined Forum Lautan Indonesia, J-loverz, kaskus, TW, crunchyroll, ameblo, batsu, and FiClub and figured out that foruming is really fun.
In 2009, I made a lot of friends from a lot of bases with different character and interests.
In 2009, I turned out 17 and have proved myself that 17 ain't so sweet.
In 2009, I graduated from High School with an unexpected grades without even studying at all. Friends at FI should've known that I stayed OL there the whole time.
In 2009, I have a very last vacation for 3 days with my classmates at a villa. On a midnight friends-comment games, I remember that Saicchi sheepishly described me as a "smart, ambitious and japanese [freak].", followed by all the classmates deriding at us.
In 2009, I have my inaugural TOEFL test.
In 2009, I wore kebaya and high heels and used a matte make-up for my HS farewell event; and not to dismiss that my friends got stunned over the wholly 'new' me.
In 2009, I left my STK at Sabuga, almost lost it; finding my name announced through the megaphone and I was indeed freaking embarassed when all of those eyes were staring at me while I got my STK back from an examining boardman at SNMPTN registration.
In 2009, I got Aoicchi, my blue handphone, robbed at Gramedia Merdeka.
In 2009, I confessed my feelings to Saicchi.
In 2009, I passed SNMPTN and SMBB; accepted both at UNPAD and IT Telkom.
In 2009, I have a heck rough family feud which almost made my parents divorced and MOST crucially caused my lecture postponement. And yeah, I was so damn stressed about it T______T.
In 2009, I moved to a new house, new neighbourhood, new environment, hoping for a new better life.
In 2009, Mum and Dad were irritatingly reconciled. Surely I and my brother would never give him any excuses, no contest for it.
In 2009, I fell in love even more with indie music and decided that DELUHI and -OZ- are my most favorite.
In 2009, I got a part-time work and achieved my own salary.
In 2009, I realized that those obstacles which popped up and obstructed my path transformed me into a tough and persistent young lady as I wanted to be.
And so on. And so forth.
2009 was.... Eventful.
I neither can say that it was pleasing nor satisfying since I often went into a myriad of misery and lonely and depression, but then it goes, fading; leaving me living in the present. Staying unchanged, strongly moving forward through seconds into an uncertain future; still trying not to forget these memories I had.
As for 2010.. I'm wishing it to be a much better and better and be a luminous year; where happiness, joys, longings-fulfilling and bright days would linger and happen throughout the blossoming days, weeks and months. Though NO, I'm not going to make any resolutions nor target since I don't want to push myself too hard just to fulfill the aims I've planned or else I'll be freaking dissapointed.
Oh, right; we're having a garden party, bonfire, steaks, ribs and fireworks tonight.
Labels: New Year, Spam
i my me mine.
you think you know me yeah?
April 5th, 1992. ISTP. Engineering student, batch 2009.
Likes sweets, cats, good readings, interesting people, prominent basslines, Christopher Nolan, Martin Scorsese and Stanley Kubrick's movies. DC-type individual. Constantly rants, sulks and rambles about random things. A fan of Urasawa Naoki. Easily gets bored. A weirdo. Longs to reside in either Canada or Australia. Has an indescribable fondness towards... Byung-hee, Mon Jae Shin, do they hit the hint I'm referring to? I mean,
similarities between those two?
And music. I don't even know where to start. I don't want to be one of those bellends who's all like, "MAN MUSIC IS WHAT I LIVE FOR I'M GONNA DIE WITHOUT IT", but I come close. Suffice to say that music plays a large part in my life. My last.fm library pretty much caters my current listening habit (and, if any, rotation) - I'm basically a shameless sucker for instrumental, post/prog-rock, folk, ambient, experimental and avant-garde; anything that intrigues my musical deity.
Lastly, to name a trait, paradoxical describes me best.
