Friday, February 26, 2010
quavering. @ 23:56
Too much hoping for things you don't precisely know whether you'll get it or not is clearly not healthy. Thus, hanging your dreams up above the highest sky where you aren't used to be there is really, really sickening; and you'll soon be hating the fact that it's actually still far from possible to become true. To become real; to be everything you've wished it to be.
...I don't know. I'm currently in this unstable-surging-yet-low-self-esteem, and I don't know how far I'll last. It sucks me to death, y'know, feeling so confidence that I EXACTLY will reach this thing I've dreamed and that I could break any wicked walls coming this way; but then feeling so miserable until I'm exceedingly unsure either I'll pass it or not once I'm incapable to settle a mere tiny-trivial-hindrance emerged. It's just... Well, not the usual me.
I really have no idea what's going on inside. Is this a sort of pre-SMBB effect?
On the other hand, I'm still waiting for my el-Ethnic Legist's Anubis request to be granted on Request section at TW. And yeah, Pressed flower is not that bad the more you give a listen and see how the full promotional-video looks like.
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Friday, February 26, 2010
quavering. @ 23:56
Too much hoping for things you don't precisely know whether you'll get it or not is clearly not healthy. Thus, hanging your dreams up above the highest sky where you aren't used to be there is really, really sickening; and you'll soon be hating the fact that it's actually still far from possible to become true. To become real; to be everything you've wished it to be.
...I don't know. I'm currently in this unstable-surging-yet-low-self-esteem, and I don't know how far I'll last. It sucks me to death, y'know, feeling so confidence that I EXACTLY will reach this thing I've dreamed and that I could break any wicked walls coming this way; but then feeling so miserable until I'm exceedingly unsure either I'll pass it or not once I'm incapable to settle a mere tiny-trivial-hindrance emerged. It's just... Well, not the usual me.
I really have no idea what's going on inside. Is this a sort of pre-SMBB effect?
On the other hand, I'm still waiting for my el-Ethnic Legist's Anubis request to be granted on Request section at TW. And yeah, Pressed flower is not that bad the more you give a listen and see how the full promotional-video looks like.
Labels: Spam
i my me mine.
you think you know me yeah?
April 5th, 1992. ISTP. Engineering student, batch 2009.
Likes sweets, cats, good readings, interesting people, prominent basslines, Christopher Nolan, Martin Scorsese and Stanley Kubrick's movies. DC-type individual. Constantly rants, sulks and rambles about random things. A fan of Urasawa Naoki. Easily gets bored. A weirdo. Longs to reside in either Canada or Australia. Has an indescribable fondness towards... Byung-hee, Mon Jae Shin, do they hit the hint I'm referring to? I mean,
similarities between those two?
And music. I don't even know where to start. I don't want to be one of those bellends who's all like, "MAN MUSIC IS WHAT I LIVE FOR I'M GONNA DIE WITHOUT IT", but I come close. Suffice to say that music plays a large part in my life. My last.fm library pretty much caters my current listening habit (and, if any, rotation) - I'm basically a shameless sucker for instrumental, post/prog-rock, folk, ambient, experimental and avant-garde; anything that intrigues my musical deity.
Lastly, to name a trait, paradoxical describes me best.